Arse Hole!

2010-07-19T11:13:00.004+08:00

u mite be clicking my link thousand times.

but can see no updates.

and u wont.

so u can choose to stop.

cos i will be away.

cos i need to go.

and i wont know

when i will be back.

see ya.

2010-05-28T17:47:00.003+08:00

skul has been hectic.
skul has been stressful.
but
the people are still rocksome as ever.

im soo sad that
soon this,

will end.
for fridays.
haiya.

ysterday,
we were already feeling2 hols,
half were gone from class.
we accompanied ekin to ica
then
we decided to go to wna'b to chill.
we end up playing stupid games
and we are making that place
like a house of our own.
funny.
cant wait for picnic.
IF it ever happens.

ohh yea,
met up with mdm reh n the girls.
been super long since i saw or meet mdm reh la!
rinduuuu

i cant wait to meet sai gemok la
cant wait
cant wait.
mcm too long.
too long!!

announcement.
oke. abit late.
but.
let me introduce to u.

Bella Ashalina.

2010-05-12T19:33:00.003+08:00

i knw its been a while.
super while.

almost a month of gone.
nowhere.
haha.

although today is not as great as always.
i shall blog tdy.

the last entry was abit sad and
was like saying i hate skul and blah3.
however,
skuls not bad.
all thanks to the classmates that i have.
*go and watch my video's in fb n u know why*
at the same time,
i do have pics.

pardon me,
this entry is full of animations instead.
really.
im super lazy to post the pictures
one by one.
u want the pic.
ask me.
don steal.

well,
ive just been busy with skul.
nothing more.
and its worth it.

noisy people.
loud people.
chaotic people.
smart people.
weird people.
talented people,
mostly,
nonsensical people.
hahaha. serious.

alhamdulillah,
grades have been good thru out.
altho i admit,
some teammates do suxs
but have to endure.

but i think,
i shall look frwd for FRIdays.
cos, of these people in the grp.

hahahahahahha.
*shake head*

met up with the zoo-kicks that one fine day,
after skul.
and it was great to get to meet them
after a long time.
now just waiting for a proper meet-up with the rest.
ok fine.
I SHALL PLAN.
-.-"

oke. lets talk abt today.
i had an interesting day.
other then entertainning
the attitude that she gave to us.

i was kinda dwn.
but.

the class did almost anything
to make me hype up again.

and plus plus,

interesting thing that
they did for me at work.
all thx to RUHAIDAH.
imagine.
im dwn in skul.
and they did something at the workplace.

how far can that be!!

and i replied.

im thankful.
i am.

ngn si dekni,
geram, geram jgk.
marah, marah jgk.
binget, binget jgk.
rindu, rindu jgk.
pening la.

2010-04-18T14:21:00.004+08:00

ahhhhh ive gone missing....
missing..
MISSINGGG.

heh.
im so sorry.
sooo soory.

had to do alot of things
preparing to change to casual.
meeting sai gemok.
working some more.
and,
yes skul.

as alot of u knw,
my bday had just pass few days ago.
altho it was a sad one
cos

i had skul which ends at 10pm and it was sucky.
i missed the bday dedication / call that my sister did for me at power 98.
i missed their bday surprised of waiting for me at skul.
i got to knw that the weekend im not working. fck.

let me explain.

i had skul which ends at 10pm and it was sucky.

well,
i had orientation for 3 days.
and i was dreading it.
well,
the students leaders were the one that makes it oke.
the students? or rather MY team? DEAD.
DEAD. DEAD. DEAD.
k so that sucky rite.
i was lucky that i had 2 new kicks in my team.
and at least i can joke with the SL's.
somehow, just somehow.
i was being so good that i did not even skip it half way
when u clearly knw that i wud most prob do that.
haha.
and so,
on the JAM n HOP day,
it was my 20th bday.
and i was in skul till 10pm.
or rather not.
i did not skip day 3 but i went home and did not rejoin
their jam n hop till 10pm.
why?
pasal boring.

so it leads to point 2 & 3.

i missed the bday dedication / call that my sue did for me at power 98.
i missed their bday surprised of waiting for me at skul.

u knw that orientation was confirm very noisy.
with the cheering n everything,
so sue textd me saying,
admin in skul was looking for me. and URGENT.
and i do realised that i had miss calls.
tried calling no respond.
but i was also thinking,
if admin, why cant admin just tell sue wad was the matter.
so i kept recalling the number,
and was told that it was power 98.
so...
FAIL.

then when i reached home,
mum asked me.
wheres sue?
i said idk la... hp no batt.
mum n shade start laughing.
and i got to knw that
sue was waiting for me IN skul to surprised me.
end up they were the one getting the surprised.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
yes yes.
end up.
they still did the surprise for me
at tasek.

it was sweet la.
they really try hard to cheer me up..
cos....
sue knws that.....
i want work badly,
but.

i got to knw that the weekend im not working. fck.

the nite before my bday,
i got to knw that i was not sched for work.
wth rite.
mcm seeeyal.
i was sooo hoping for work cos skul
was practically sucking everything out of me.
but to my surprised i was not sched.
altho my availability was given to them.
SAD.SAD.SAD.

ya.
so as i was saying,
altho all these are the reasons
that make me super dwn on my bday.
the way sue tries to cheer me up
plus the happy msges that i got via FB and text
was uncountable la.
ALOT! super surprised.
and and.
this bday present.

and the multi april babies celebration which we just had.
best.

heh.

but still.
i still miss work.
badly.
badly.
so just waiting for next week.
heh.
*excited ready*

i do realise that,
the time spending with sai,
is not enuf.
idk why.
i miss him badly.
like soo badlynyer badly nk mampos mati kojol uh.
tsk.
benci.

other then all that...
everything oke la.

skul..
*shake head*
altho.

everyone goes to skul like they are gg to twn,

*hah. pap pap. check check lame2 aku jadi mcm gitu jgk.*

evryday presentation.
lunch was soooooooo ramai la org.
and the smoky place? ya allah very far.

i just have to think positive abt skul.
cos im gg to spend 3 years there.
3 years oke.

but im lucky i got nadya, nisa & mani to help me survive!!!

finally they went there!!
and at the same time,
shades bday.

and it was tiring oke.

and now.
like literally now,
i am not in the best mood of all.
but idk wad is the reason.
so do not push it ok people.
thank you.

2010-03-16T23:10:00.005+08:00

i knw its late.
and i finally got work tmrw.
and im sick.

but i gotta blog.
got to got to blog.

friday

after settling the paperwork,
went to holland v
to meet up with these two idiots.

had late lunch.
bobal nyer bobal,
decided to tag along rozi to go and watch
his bro perform at yew tee pri.
as u guessed it,
malay dance.
*tat ezz why i agreed to follow!*
it was a super cute performance.
watching them perform,
i rememberd the time,
or rather my time when i started this dance thingy.
and....

after everything,
a cikgu came up to me and was like,
"eh.... ni... fira kn?"
"eh, cikgu.. ye saye... cikgu aja nari sini ke?"
"tidak la.. my wife. did she teach ur batch?"
"err kurang pasti la cikgu..."
bla bla bla..
and the convo continues.

but main point is....

my PRIMARY skul teacher who use to teach
me dance remember and reconised me.
like.. it was 1997-2002 la cikgu!
woah.
shocking i must say.

hahahaha.

oke! next!
finally sai gemok book-ed out
on that fri itself.
after 2 weeks.

adooooi.
hitam pe tu gemok!
haha.
yes.
ahhh.
terubat la rinduuuu.
cish! mcm paham.
altho just got to meet him like few
mins,
i was damn happy.
plus,
i knw that the next day,
im gonna spend the whoooole day with him!

saturday.

the whole day
with this gemok.
worth it.
happppppppppppppppy.
gile.
very.

sunday.

went to ita's wedding
with zickie and sham.

then after that
sent sai gemok
off for his book in,
rushed home
and headed to CTHLL
for young's / boby's performance.

altho i missed like 10 mins of the beginning.
i was proud that i FINALLY went and watch him
perform.

seee monyong.
told u i will be ther.
u can count on me.
anytime.
anywhere.

health.
has not been great lately.
just not great.
am trying not to worry much.
haha.
so im just still am
doing wad i want.

and
its opening soon!!
this thursday!!

come people!
come!!!!

and not forgetting,
finally get to meet these bitches,
sums everything up.

2010-03-08T22:35:00.006+08:00

insyallah,
one day,
if i were to get preg.
how do i look like?

this.

hel: mcm glowing mum la!

ye la.
mcm nk terberanak on the spot tu ade la!?!
hahahaha

anyhos.
what hve been happening?

NO WORK.
hahahha.
yes.
and with an instant,
days was packed with activities.

for example.

wednesday .

celebrating the march babies
plus
the results of the 'A' LVLs kiddies!

thursday

hangging at home
so slept the whole day.

friday

spent the day
at sentosa island
with the
lpk-sblah lot-after-work kids.
or simpler,
zoo clicks!
it was awesome.
altho starting was freaking
pissy,
but they made my day.
^.^

saturday

evening,
soccer with the boys.
it was a fun bunch.
then supper with a few.
thanks to azmi who drove us ther!

sunday

altho im lazy,
but i still wanna go.
another day at the beach
but with the shrekies!
volleyball, water polo
and cam whoring.
haha.
worth it.

and

monday.

yes.
menjak
bile
aku
ni
bdk science??!
spelling pon tk lepas.

for a min,
it was a moment of

excitement + overwhelmed + panic.

like seriously.

but his expression,
kinda change things abit.

hopefully,
ni bkn semangat 5 min k.

and don worry,
i will still hv work on WED!

2010-02-25T21:25:00.005+08:00

one fine day.
on my off day.
i was bored at home..
and was having swollen eye
due to the nite before.

in need of some outside air,
went dwn to orchard central's
coffee bean to accompany
a dude....

who is soo banggau
and can fall for my
lame n no-logic jokes,
then got pissed on himself
bcs he cant ans the jokes.
and who lost one side of a nose stud.
HHHAHAHAAH
BODOH!

to study for his exam,
which is the day after.

sape lagi la..
kalo bukan
rayyan car.

hahaha.
it was so funny on the way that he
was soo angry at himself
for falling and nt able to ans my
no-logic jokes.
member mengamok,
then tk bagi aku bbl.
kental.

haha.
but it was great that
after soooo long,
of not meeting him,
accompany him to study
and watch lady gaga-nyer illuminatis (ehk?)
finally, dpt jumpa kau ngn hidung kau yg hilang satu stud!

we got a trip in our ride,
back to wardrobe.
hah.
work was oke.
shitty people are still arnd.
but then,
we as being we,
life still goes on.
and lucky the CREW are being
at their best. =)
gweeeed job!

and if THIS lighter is lost.
i really really really
donno wad to say.
*shake head*

haiya.
sai gemook da masuk camp.
da masuk tekonggggg la sey.

hahaha.
da la gemok.
buruk plak tu!

went tekong just now
to shoo him off.
hahahaha.
kite tk cry, limit2.
dier yg cry sendiri in bed.
hahahaha.

but anyway,
other then saw kinda handful
of hunks ^.^
it was kinda nice to actually,
walk arnd that place and see wad
si gemok tu will go thru.
1st time whoi!

and then after then
balek and tido la!

*few MINS ago.
you caused me to have a
downpour due to ur waterfall.
tq eh gemok.*

and THIS,
moved me.

ok da bye!

2010-02-21T18:28:00.005+08:00

ive realise that ive not been blogging much.
sorry.
i only have time for fb?
haha.
nahh no la.

ive not been feeling great lately,
be it work or health.

at work,
they seem to be drawing lines between us.
but we as crews are just doing our simple job of
clocking in , do our work + fun , clocking out, go home.
simple shit rite.
yes. exactly.

one fineeeee day,
i knw that they will see UR true colours.
well remember,
khai just went almost 1/2 of the way. =)

well other then that,
all was a-oke.

somehow,
thanks to those who really pissed me off.
i sense that im easily irritated.
and
i cant stand rudeness as how i normally can.
weird rite.

im the normal,
bagi chance after chance after chance.
but for now,
i shall just walk out.
without saying anything.

ur still lucky that
im still good enuf to talk to u nicely.
so be thankful.
thank you.

oke oke.
happy moment please.

me n haida went cash on that particular wed.
since noone want to tag or cid or tot its gg to be fun..
so its just me and haidah.
4hrs straight.
haha.
we sang like noone's business
and sang like we nver sang before.
*one of the vid is in FB*
decided that we shud do it again.
soon.
hopefully.
but other then that.
it was a blast.

and i found this LJ.
kinda true and funny.
interesting facts in it.

MINAHSPEAK.

we went for a site tour
as guest ysterday after work.
it was tiring.
but still fun.

ohhh ohhh ohhh.
no city alive.
no BBW bbq.
nowhere.
sorry guys.
stupid gastric!

i feel like kena grounded sia.
and im like someone with no life.
cos im on FB 24/7.
tsk.

another weekend wasted.
just like last week.
gweeed job.

2010-02-10T00:39:00.004+08:00

sorry hve been missing!

well, ive done with my 1 week of no net.
BUT
still am waiting for my swensen.
im gg to chase that bloody bastrd for my ice cream!
hah.

wad hv i been doing?

this!!!

HAHAHAHHAAHAHHA.
apparently,
no.
not yet. -.-"

ive been at work.
yes.

graveyard has ended.
but my body n everything is
still under the graveyard mode.

and i just went to the doc.
and the kind doc says i hv a fcking gastric.
yes fira.
accpt the fact kental.

♥ F i e r a . says:
no...........

♥ F i e r a . says:
doc kata gastric... =((

Inssy Ash ♥ says:
seee.

Inssy Ash ♥ says:
tak makan?

Inssy Ash ♥ says:
WELCOME TO THE GASTRIC CLUB LOVE.

yes shutup.
tak funny oke.
da, dabis?

well, other then that...
nothing much.

i went for Helena's 22nd bday party.
is MCDREAMY theme.
all must white or dreamy colour.
so i dig n dig my pigeon hole n
found a nice long white top.
anyway,

happy 22nd Helena syg...

and YES IN.
IMYLB.

2010-01-25T03:10:00.003+08:00

im sooo sorry.

wad have i been up to for past weeks?

this.

hahaha.

ive been at work n work n work.

and eat.

and work n work n work.

and sleep.

and work and work and work somemore.

like one no life pig.

but work is awesome,

putting ACSS aside la.

*roll eyes.*

nothing much to say la.

that sai gemok hv been sengh for few days alrdy.

than bbl konex on the fon.

hahahahahaha.

funnneh.

other then

prep for sues wedd,

nothing much.

but excited.

ohh

n izzahs bday was awesome?

hahaha.

get to meet my babies.

baek or wad.

next round,

joke book will be updated k.

ok da.

bedek.

hahaha.

ah ye,

aku la korg nyer personal joke booook.

cantek skali.

and i got to meet hels.

hels baby yea...

and ohh.

i had this stup deal with

that irrit lukhmancis.

1 week no source of net from aniwher.

AT ALL.

alah mannn,

chicken mcdodol laa..

1 minggu jee.

heh.

and aku tk nk complain kat kau lagi uh.

no more fun.

akukn sensitip.

ape kau tau.

diam uh.

pfft.

bye uh.

gi kat bestfren kau tuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.

tkpe.
nanti aku dpt ice creammmmmmm.
heh.
=D

2010-01-14T00:11:00.004+08:00

welllll,
sai gemok finally

turned 20.

and

im happy

that

hes happy

on that

stupid,

'U JGN BELI OK!' shoe.

and

dinner with Sue

was actually nice.

like really.

felt something diff this time

at dinner with her.

maybe due to the

hati ke hati talk.

or maybe,
just maybe due to her
nonsensical-laugh-at-herself-LAME- jokes.
-.-

oh.
md has a gf.
wth.
spelling betulkn dulu la!

2010-01-04T03:11:00.005+08:00

its a new year baby!
new year.
new surroundings.
new pack of actions.
and
a hopefully new me.

ive been doing good.
being burning my time sleeeping
once i got back from work early morning
everyday.
work is fine.
just fcking tiring.
everyday/nite i will look as if im dying.
i will look fcking shagged and
till i was called a drug addict.
wth rite.
drug addict.
me? pfft.
thanks yea.

but despite all these,
work hv been good so far.

[except for the fact that
i had 3 enormous mosquito bites on my neck
this morning at 5am
when i was peacefully
sleeping for 1/2 hr
at the back of the theater
bcs i cannot tahan my eyes anymore.
cb.]

people in the attractn is great.
all kaki can laugh till u go sleepy
or laugh bcs u're sleepy.
hah!
learn new thing everyday.

just had the xchange program this evening.
its the xchange present for blated xmas cum new year.
this time round,
yanto came, but rina is not feeling well.
we were super shocked that rina was admitted.
tsk.
ohh yea.
so is khairul.
wahhh. alot admitted sia..
get well soon people!

altho it was very tiring to
just sleep for 3 hrs and to get up
for an event,
then to work again that same nite,
i had too. or rather,
i want to.
its a family event.

and damn i miss all of them!

and finally,
SBP was awesome.
[putting the fact of entertaining
and taking care of drunkards that nite
one side tho.]

hah.
told you.

happy new year people.
k bye.

2009-12-27T15:06:00.003+08:00

hey ye hey ye.
lol.

OAT-ing.
and
4d-ing.
makes work fantastic.

cakes.
pictures.
xmas-ing ppl arnd.
rain.
flood.
and
being chased by sammy boy.
makes
xmas at work great.

food.
drinks.
pressens.
laughter.
music.
broken chair.
and
azmi shouting to aunties for taxi
makes
xmas at lydias awesome.

soccer.
laughter.
video-ing.
bonding.
makes family time splendid.

so far so goood.
so far so... tong.
hahahaha.

ok.
i need to find
SOMEGTHING
for that sammmmmy boy.

2009-12-15T12:06:00.005+08:00

apparently,
our days there is filled with
role-playing.
laughing.
crapping.
paperwork-ings.
ppe-ings.
site-ing.
and
test-ings.

and did my wardrobe.
yes ainah & titi
im just left with the hat, red nose, dance.
and i can be ur very own clown.
ha.ha
funneh.

more are entering.
and looking at them getting lost.
is like re-looking at myself,
looking lost when i just enter the place,
the building and the new environment.
its something that you don expect.
haha.
funny.
yes.

one fine morn.

while i was happily walking with yanto to the que,
and some are new people que-ing.

girl: hey hi fira!
me: *smilled and waved instantly and then stop looking lost*
girl: hehe. u don remember me don you...
me: *smile and still half waving and still lost* *shake my head*
girl: im form yiss la. don remember?
me: apparently... no. but hello and morn anyway! * wave again n smile*

weird rite..
they remember and do reconized me.
but i don at all.
weird weird weird.

saturday.

was great.
planet 51.
and
yellojellodirtyfello.
hahaha.

and after only arnd 2hrs of sleep.
i got work the next morn.
830.
awesome rite.
i knw.
and then.

sunday.
was like a zombie the wholeday.
after the treasure hunting in hbfrnt for lunch.
decide to cab back to site.

lyd: uncle. can we please fit one more person. its just a short dist and we're late.
pakcik: no. only 4. u wanna get out? i got another call ready.
me: *fedup tone* uncle uncle. rws uncle.

thruout the journey.
we were all quiet.
and the pakcik was being "nice"
and ask the direction nicely.

once we reach.

me: eh anyone got 2ocents or not. i don hv.
uncle: nevermind. 5dollars only. sorry abt ju.....
me: *open and get out of the f-ing taxi*

and mind u.
its a malay pakcik ok!!!
fed up uh i tell u.
so rude!

and so after lunch.
they watch jurrasic park,
and i sleeep.
haha.
frm 1330 till 1500 hrs.
haha.
like seriously.

and for dinner.
its at the railway.
and a catchup story abt
indon.

monday
had dry run run for the dino.
and joy as telling us to act as actual guest.
and so.
me n zymen am to be the fainting guest.
zymen in the rv.
and me.
outside of the rv.
and...
we had f-ing fun.
haha.

they were shock
that i just
drop and fell
just like that.

after fainting.
next scene was
am to act as if i got 5 children with me,
the rest must:
lost wallet in rv
gwd guest
be the cut-q guest
and some with few family members.

and so i ya.
as u can imagine.
i became the
naggy mother who is super kanchong abt the kids.
hahahahahaha.

but overrall.
GREAT JOB DINO'S!
u did well handling us.
handling the most nonsensical crews ever!
but well.
actual-actualy guest would be worst.
like
WORST.
haha.

and the evening
was a nite to crack it out.

once again.
shaik rebecca azmi lyd hanafi zymen shan angelnbf & me
laugh huff puff screaming shouting beating bully
by the sea.

ok.
Shrek 2 is calling me already.
toodles.

2009-12-09T12:51:00.003+08:00

7dec.

missing in all the picture is....
YANTO.
well he was having fever.

lina, rina, shaik & me : was off at 6pm.
kim : just came bck form kl.
azmi: will be in at 1130pm.

and so.
as u can see.

1. dinner at Barcelos.

2. rina was almost thrown to the river,

3. bcz he irritate the hell out of azmi during dinner.
as wad rina says, " balls at me throat sia!"

4. we were ontop of azmi,
it was my idea as he one-pain-in-the-ass.
hah.

5. shaik was head-standing and rina was shocked. wth?

6. we played pepsi-cola-1-2-3. hahahahha!
imagine man. 18,19,20,23,24 & 25 yrs old playing that game?
thru the process of the game. azmi took his revenge.
first dwn was kim & lina.
then azmi aim me, and he slide me off.
& shaik was aimming rina. but azmi was the one who slide him off as weell.
last man standing was shaik. COS, SHAIK SLIDE AZMI OFF! hahaha

7. we played truth and dare. and the pic of kim & rina. was a dare.

8. when it was kinda bored, we played CONCENTRATION.
azmi & rina was always last 2 standing. but when they change seates,
they were the 2 person who die first. haha. stupid, i knw.

9. then the final game that we played was, OM-CHIT-CHIT-OM-CHIT.
wahahahaha. play that game like one stupid idiot.

we burt our head, lungs, kidney and cheek laughing like one ass
that nite.
infrnt of the dusbin.
infrnt of alot of banglas.
infrnt of strangers.
we were enjoying,
and the people arnd us who was watching was also enjoy.
it was...

awesome.

2009-12-06T22:16:00.005+08:00

Sat nite was slawsome.
really.
by midnite.
i was dead tired.

2pm
*msn*
- : lets go out!
me: huh? do what! i got dance perform at 7pm! eh!! NEW MOON?!
- : anything. come. 4pm show k! seee you.

and so,
by the time i finish cleaning the house like lighting,
i met her at ps.
420pm show.

415pm
*received call and searching*
- : WHER ARE YOU?! im queing. COME!
me: i cant see you la..... *spot her in the que*
-: *searching* im here... im heeee... OMG! YOUR HAIR!!!!

hahahahahahahha.
YES.
that is the exact words that she say.
and she was SHOUTING when theres other people
are queing behind her.

ohhhh my goooodness la!
i miss that girl.
like bloody much.

and the bloody girl is none other then
HELENA laaaaaa.

shes getting fatter.
she getting happier.
and
her boobs are getting bigger.
*evil laugh*

and that new moon that we watched,
was her 3rd time watching.
YES.
3rd.
and as u can guess.
she was whispering how the story works
WHILE we were actually watching it.
*smack forehead*

i knw, might as well no need to watch right?!
hah.
but the good thing is,
she explain the scenes that i don understnd.

well,
new moon is ok.
but like wad sue says,
mcm cite indon/ philippines.
haha!
the only thing that got me excited is.....
JACOB. oooohh yes behbey.
jacob la........
*drools*
haha!

and u knw wads even greater?
it was 645pm when the show ends.

we ran like some idiot at town for a cab.
and cab dwn to wdlnd.

we catch up in the taxi.
hahaha!
yes.
in the 20 min ride,
which the uncle actually rushed for us!
*thank you uncle. u rock la*

and as you who,
20 min is definately NOT enuf!

we will catch up more ok.

once u come back from
EUROPE, PARIS & LONDON.
tsk.
*roll eye balls and boucing them*

i hate you la...
and please do that VID when ur there
and PLEASE dedicate it to me!!!!

720pm

my bitches time!!!!

SPECTRA was actually
and
surprisingly...
good.

it was dear azzy's last performance.
and she did GREAT.

and ader
slurping hottty la!
hehehehehehe
*shy*

and
works great.
as pernormal.
nothing much.
but best!
hahahahahahahahaha.

2009-12-02T22:56:00.004+08:00

wells.
work is fine.
work is tired.
work is a hell fun.
after a whole week of late nite mummy.
i had a sat & sun off!

and i went to the ZOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
WOOOHOOOOO.
*makarena dance~*
hahaha.
& i saw HAZIQ!!!!!!
awesome.

idk wad else to blog about.
everything seems fine.
*amin*
well,
nowadays,
seems like all i touch is wrng.
i knw its advice but ur aching my ear.
& heart.
pfft.
wadever la. penat.

and i watched fireworks
just now.
best.

ok nk sleeep.
bye.

2009-11-21T18:45:00.004+08:00

i am at work.
like on a saturday at this hr (8pm).

AHH
semcm no life.
padahal i can blog at home but.
this 3 badigol are playing the stick game
and shouting in this cold deserted rm.
HAHAHA.

ahhh this week was cold bored and hectic at the same
time.
and next week?
i don think ill see daylight much.
just for few hrs maybe.

ahh azmi.
im gg to be like u soon.
will not be able to see much of the rest too.
sadd..

guess wad?
been in the office for 2 weeks,
and caught the stupid
flu bug.

am i gg to survive the site soon?
i hope soo.
i heard things are bad there.
guess,
will not be bumping into these idiots often anymore.
yanto. rina. lina. azmi. shaik. kimmy.
boooring.

elaine: jacq and i lovers ok! u go away.
me: omg, u guys turning me off sia.
elaine: fira! can u stop turning on and off!

HAHAHAHAHA.

Works a hell.
a good kinda hell.
a maniac kinda hell.
but i heard being in ROM is another HELL.
lets just seee.

graveyard shifttttt.
shitttttty.
but
idk.
im gg to sneeze.
ok, why am i typing that?
................................. -.- .......

new kicks are kicking in super soon.
and they knw their position already.
and they are whole alot of them laaaaaaaaa.

and that idiot cut his hair.
CUT HIS HAIR.
binggget je.
haiyaaaaaa.

2009-11-19T00:16:00.003+08:00

18/11
1022am:
*ok. shaik is there.*
*eh tu mcm lina & kim*

"MANA LONTONG AKU!!"
*look at two of the girls...*

"eh, sorry. salah org."
*turn and spot REAL LINA*

OMG,
the stupidest morning ever.
*smack forehead*

sorry for the MIA-ing.
super busy women la oke.
hehehehehehe.

k ciows.

2009-11-06T21:19:00.003+08:00

this is my 2nd post of the day.
and its 919pm.
and my stomach is making trouble again.

i wanna go travel.
urgh. so random.
padahal baru balik da traveling.
merepek sak fira.

the doc told me to rest for 2 days
for me to recover.
but the very clever me,
decided to eat ice kacang just now.
and now i feel like vomitting.
my stomach is gig-ging soon already.
urgh. pandai kn fira.
amebk kau ubat.

tmrw,
suppose to go for chingay.
heard next year,
all malay theme.
but im having doubts
of going.
shud i or shud i not go?
hmmm
scared am super awkward.
like SERIOUSLY.
its been months since i last
step in that place.
we shall seee how.

my brother is watching spongebob
and he droped my fon.
flat screen first.
i bet this hp wont last long?
hahahahaha
shud hv taken the take 3 plan uh..
then cn suka suka change hp.

and i wanna snappysnap my long rosak hair.
hahaha.
yes.
never see me out of this hair style kn?
maybe u will,
if i decide to snap out of it.
haha.

and i realise,
i have yet post this out.

HAPPY 20TH BEEEEEEEEETCHHHH.
i hate u. <3

saiiiiiiiiii.
u panggil i b,
aku bicycle slam kau.
percaya la~
hehehehe
<3

2009-11-06T13:10:00.002+08:00

I look around
As far as I can see
The colors of the world
Are waiting for me

Blue for the sky
Green for the trees
Yellow for the sun
Orange autumn leaves

If I had to choose one color
A color just for me
I'd have to take them all
Take them all you see

And I'd be living in a rainbow (living in a rainbow)
Colors everywhere (colors everywhere)
Colors all around me (colors all around me)
And no one has a care, colors everywhere
Let's go!

If I had wings of gold
I'd fly way up high
I'd fly through the rainbow
The colors, the sky

Flying through the red
Diving in the blue
Sliding down the yellow
To be next to you

If I had to choose one color
A color just for me
I'd have to take them all
Take them all you see

And I'll be living in a rainbow (living in a rainbow)
Colors everywhere (colors everywhere)
Colors all around me (colors all around me)
And no one has a care

And I'll be living in a rainbow (living in a rainbow)
Colors everywhere (colors everywhere)
Colors all around me (colors all around me)
And no one has a care, colors everywhere
Let's go

Living in a rainbow
Living in a rainbow
Living in a rainbow
Living in a rainbow

something to boost me up.
while im having food poisoning.

or whenever i am down.
like seriously.
(",)

2009-11-02T21:37:00.003+08:00

a weekend
getaway.
which
is
NOT
like normal.

2009-10-27T20:01:00.002+08:00

i just realise,

i got this
something for
tall.
skinny.
and
long-wavy haired guy.
whu is
is a rocker
or
is a dancer
or better still
is a slacker.
weird.
i knw.
sungguh the opposite of
aku.

can i hv one just like
that?

and
i cudnt get enuf of looking
at u.
or even
not thinking of u.
damn.
diam uh.

ohhh im tired.
and im out of there.
but im soo tired.
and im stuck to that
stupid song.

pardon me.
i just need to dance
my ass off.
or just some thing
that can ease my mind.

2009-10-25T11:28:00.005+08:00

*if u notice clearly, that is rasul, chuck & wan.*
*rasul can piss in his pants last nite.*

it was freaking shitty saturday.
let me repeat.
shitty.
no testi, from both places.
no plan on a saturday, cos
plan was eff up, altho i assly save my $.
and my hp camera sucks like fuck.

yes i admit i am mad.

guess i shall skip
hell tram this year.
&
Halloween Rave Undergrnd 09'
how sad.
effing super duper sad.
urgh.

can i please
fall in love with
my rocker
&
the dancer?
please uh.
da ckp please sey.

2009-10-19T19:44:00.003+08:00

awesome
36 hrs.

which causes
me to have a
massive headache.
pandai kn fira.
carik pasal ngn kepale sendiri.
alamak!

Daripada kita pacaran
Lebih baik kita shalawatan
Daripada kita berduaan
Nanti bakal di hasut setan

Awas jangan dekat-dekatan
Kitakan belum ada ikatan
Daripada dekat-dekatan
Mending kita shalawatan

2009-10-17T10:52:00.003+08:00

senthurs.

plus.

at one go.

omg,
i was super proud.
the one and only thing i brought for her.
ever since i was stable.

hah.
as wad i told u,
something before i leave.

pasta-fridae.

and.
i.
was.
not.
glowing.
you.
beeeeeeeetch.

and tdy is saturday.
and im gg to work.
and tmrw is sunday
and tmrw im off.
2 more weeks to go.
and....
strike outtt!

2009-10-11T23:16:00.003+08:00

feka: kau ingat sec skul, kite plan name anak..
me: ya..
feka: name pelik2, dan pnjng2!
me: ape agak name anak dier eh.

after 36 mths.
after 1080 days.
after 25920 hours.

one fine day,
we are fated to
meet again.
the 3 of us.

because of
one small kid.

9th Oct 09'
Md Danish.

2009-10-09T12:46:00.004+08:00

7.30pm
me: *sings*~ remember my name, FAME!~
aim: DIAM LA!
me: hurhurhur!

830pm
aim: lapa la!
me: lucky prata, lucky plaza?
aim: set!

930pm
aim: alamak! lmbtnyer. mane bus?
me: sudah uh aim, aku balek uh. ngntok sak!
aim: alamak! jotos kang!
me: hurhurhur!

11pm
me: iwanna go home!
jo: NO! i just came and its damn hard to meet you la!
me: ok, we enter first. enjoy then when aim enter we say we go home.
jo: ok set! WAHAHAHA

1145pm
me: see that guy whu looks chinese but am malay, caught his eyes trice. wahaha
jo: HAHA! you uh, having fun ey? exciting rite!
me: of course!
jo: HAHA!

1210am
me: i saw an eye eyeing me......~
jo: where where?! that NY cap guy!?
me: uhhuh.
jo: HAHA! u can do this the whole nite!
me: so can you!

a nite to shake it off.
and
the next morn,
*shake head*
gone case.

LOL.

So how did you get here under my skin?
I swore that I'd never let you back in
Should have known better in trying to let you go
'Cause here we go again
Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you
is so addictive
We're falling together
you'd think that by now I'd know
cause here we go again

2009-10-04T22:47:00.004+08:00

3 days
of

hectic.

voice breaking.
screaming.

random dancing.
gig-ing.

and
fun.
loving.
enjoyful.

laughter.

friday. populoves.
was slawsome!

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ till infinity and beyond!

saturday. yi5's
and
shade's
was abt blondeness.

sunday. pipers.
was abt getting all together again.

♥ ♥ ♥

no harm
being with them
altho
they are
my drug.

2009-09-26T22:51:00.003+08:00

fuck it.
just fuck it.
i need anger management class.
like for shit.

idk if its me or just the people arnd.
sorg2 pon baek tau kekadang.

u may be asking.
since when am i like this.

aku pon tk tau.
but ever since i was left alone.
i was fine
and loving it
i guess.
idk la.

too much things gg on?
too much things to think abt?
too sensitive ppl arnd?
too much wrng move made?
too much sin?
idk.

i need to let loose.
sin time???
*kening ziq zaq*

wahahhaha
seeeyak Fiera.
seeeyak.
perangai setan!

2009-09-22T17:28:00.007+08:00

Idul Fitri 09'.

im just gg to let pics
tell the whole story
for the 2 days of raya.

* the complete family. ^.^

*told u wadio is far away.

*& arwah Wawan will definately be with us.

this year
was awesome.

just like every other
years.

2009-09-20T01:30:00.004+08:00

aim.

ray.

them.

they complete my last week of puasa.
they can crack me in half every time we meet.

well,
today is raya.
before i go to the ucapan & stuf.

all the raya prep is last min.
and like now,
am still preparing.

anyhos,
wadio is far away in korea,
and sue is in sg.
watching them webcamming
with takbiran as his backgrnd,
aku yg nk nangis.
like seriously.
haiya.

and now i got nothing more to say.
so lets just cut it and to the point.

to the netizens (chey mcm paham)

Fira disini ingin mengucapkan
SELAMAT HARI RAYA,
mohon maaf zahir dan batin.

Fira menyusun 20 jari (ngn jari kaki skali!),
untuk meminta maaf atas segala kesilapan
yg telah dilakukn, baik sengaja atau tidak.
mane tau, terkentut ke, terlebih/ terkureng
gurau atau cakap ke, tergossip ke, terbbl
dpn atau blakang dan yg lain2 yg sewaktu dgnnya la.
Harap halalkn mkn minum icecream ciggs dan lain2 lagi.

semoga raya tahun ni lagi bahagia dan mulia.

Assalamualaikum.

Fira. =D

2009-09-16T00:05:00.003+08:00

zul. zul.
ur words n sentences
was the SHIT for the night uh.
hahahahaha.

and i just read jeyda's blog.
didnt knw she miss me THAT much.
awwwwwwww,
kn kn kn,
kau tk boleh jauh ngn sistes SAWAN kau.
iya itu,
aku.

HEART-ATTACK is the BOMB.
ilyguys.

2009-09-12T00:37:00.005+08:00

i was having an ass-great time.
for shit.

&&
a phonecall from him,
makes it a pluss point.
=D

i cant lie.
i miss you.

2009-09-06T15:11:00.000+08:00

a random trip to tamp with ray was,
cheek-aching.
biasa,
sape tk kenal ray kn?
hahahaha
from one beginning
to the end of the trip,
we were, or rather,
RAYYAN was talking abt foood all along.
and also the "cans & cannots do" during fasting mth.
hahahaha.
its been a while since we hang out,
and randomly, he accompany me to tamp
was a stomach-aching blast.
*ray, lain kali, kalo nk drop kat payah lebar untuk dendeng,
GO je la. nanti mengidam!*

iftar with aziz company was
a bomb.
too bad for those who arent around.
super too bad.

-random-
ME: hello abg ein!
EIN: eh hello HERMOINE!
ME: ?? apesal HERMOINE?
EIN: cos shes cute, suits u.
ME: HAHAHA.. OOOOKEEEYY.
EIN: so hows _____ _________ =aka= ur EDWARD CULLEN =P
ME: HAHAHA wad was that abt??
EIN: haha nothing. just asking.

ehem!
i wish upon a star,
i DO get MY OWN
EDWARD CULLEN.
please.

& oh,
i dreamt of that ____.
and that is suprising and weird.

sadly.
my hp.
has been silent
thru out the days.
and
shade,
please make up ur mind soon.
the salon is calling me already.

these are the people
that are going to serve the nation
SOOON.
like in few days time.
wahhhh.
time flies FAST.
FAST FAST FAST.

ok u see tis male monkey?
where is HE?
i think he's LOST.
if u find him

please call the 24 hour hotline
immediately
at 62875355 ext 9.
or
shelter@spca.org.sg

hurry,
cos im sad.

2009-08-31T20:23:00.002+08:00

i decided to ditch wadever i was doing
that my mum told me to,
10 mins ago.
sooon
or rather now
my neighbour will hear screaming such as....

mama: "TGK LA! BUAT KEJE STGH2! BERSERAK KNNNN.
SMPAI PAPA BALEK NANTI!"
me: "ahhhh kaki cram kaki cram kaki cram!"
*took laptop & ran inside my room. -.-*

haha.
wookey.

i cudnt wake up this morn to go to work,
and paartly was becos my cram over ther
plus on my arm was getting worst.
so i use that excuse to mc from work.
wahahaha.
called kfura and then continued,
sleeping.

wahhh.
i miss sleeeeping man.
i miss sleeping like a big fat pig,
almost as much as i miss my bestfren.
hwever,
the besfren part i cudnt do anything mahhh..
but the sleeeping part i can.
faham?

as u may [or may NOT]
hv been wandering,
why the hell is my arm is sore-ing badly
its because,
thru out the saturday night,
i was carrying that fatty qalili
all over geylang.

ohh yes people i went geylang.
on a saturday.
after work.

punye la ramai org.......
kinda understnd why
lim just DON go there,
or anywhere crowded.
but time2 gini la
mesti gi geylang,
for wad?
i also dono.
hahaahahahhahaha.

i saw alotttt of familiar faces.
until dzakir was like,
"byknyer kwn kakakkkkkkk"
wad to do.
u knw, sometimes,
its like they wave at me as if they are my frens like forever,
and i wud smile n wave back,
but infact,
i don knw/remember them.
but don fred,
my wave & smile are sincere.
he.he.he.

anyhos,
on the saturday nite itself,
i was super tired and sleepy and just sleepy.
until i dint even give a care abt eating.
me, care-less abt food,
mcm bedek kn.
well i am not.
hahaha.
all i wanna do is SLEEEP.

honestly,
everyday im like craving for SLEEP.
like badly.
badly then badly.

and so,
sun was my off.
i was enjoying my sleep until,

11.45 :-
sue: *pull the covers and scream* NK IKOT AKU TK?!
me: *terkejut + blur sotong babi nyer* ahh.. ahh.. k k. ikot.
[lol! tk tau pape tibe2 ikot]
sue: ok bgn, aku nk mandi.
me: *sat up & baru btulnyer da bgn* AH? GI MANE!?
sue: jumpa abg laa! jgn blg mama.
me: *bareng balek* ahhh. okayyyy.

11.50:-
me: *eyes half close, took hp and check msg*
*reads msg from lim*
me: *shoot out of bed* MAMA FIRA KLUAR!!

hahaha.
ok, so wads my motive telling u all these?
i also donno.
sooory man.

and so, on a sun.
my off day,
went out arnd 12/1pm?
wait for minachee at gmbk mrt.
went crazy searching for a cab to quesnway in the rain.
and so we reached where our destination suppose to be.

sue was ready with an unbrella,
minachee was ready to pounce like a cheetah,
and me ready to sit on the victim!
CHEYYY! mcm btul la kau fira!

no la.
we went to settle somethings nicely.
pasal,
sesungguhnya kita berposa.
kalo tk posa pon kite org baek ok!
tkder nk attack2 ni smuer.

then arnd 3/4pm,
met lim at quesway mrt.
his mistake was to stand at the glass letch
and let sue & minachee to see him.
seems like sue got someone new to vote.
-.-"

went to walk arnd.
went from one end to one end.
tawaf brp kali ntah,
just to search for wad to eat ther.
bcus he is like a pompan yg tk tau nk choose!
plus,
i attack him.
he attack me.
biasa, sape tk kenal fadhli kn.
normal.
da lali da.
lol.

and so, tdy arrive.
i was kinda searching for lusk online
for few days already,
smpai lah few mins ago,
ok da puas hati. hahaha.

anyway,
i went poly and the doc
took my blood test,
da aku batal posa!
tsk. spoiler la tu doc.

oh yea,
that day i was already half asleep
on my desk and a call came it,

me: welcome to m1, tis is fira, how may i assist u?
cust: ok, one quater pounder and large fries.
me: huh? sir this is m1.
cust: nah! just kidding! i knw...
me: ?????????? -.-"

and then in the middle of the convo,

cust: how old are u?
me: idk, i cant recall my age..
cust: how come? honestly, u sound like u are 18.
me: oh ok lor, than i am 18.
cust: haha can like that uh? so, u club or go gym?
me: *LERR ape plak dekni ni* idk sir, i don go such places. so hows the settings? ok?
cust: ohh ok ok wait.

-.-"
ada hati sak ini cust.
but
he's a philipino,
and he sounds cute!
=D

ok ok ok ok.
da da da.
my bed is calling me.

oh ohhh ohhhhhh
sham/acai cute gile sak!
ok da!
tk boleh tido nanti aku.

tsk.

2009-08-24T23:30:00.003+08:00

Ramadhan season is here again.
Time for patience and hunger to play a part.
not forgetting terawih.
FANTASTIC.

ZYEZA:
yes kambing,
by reading ur blog can just burn my time,
make me smile and laugh.
ill definately look frwd to read ur nonsense
everytime im stress out or need to shake
that stress away.
CEPAT2 JUMPA then kite bleh main
HOW MANY TIMES DID MARY JUMP OVER THE FENCE. =D

FADHLIM:
*ok i steal this picture.but u cant be mad at me rite. =)*
YOU find me something interesting
or facinating to write abt u in this
blog of mine.
then u'll be proud reading abt it.
yes yes, i can SELL u to the ladies out thre.
LADIES, FADHLI is on SALE.
IF INTERESTED, PLEASE CONTCT ME.
but too bad.
i wont sell him to u guys.
hes MINE! hahahaha.
SUDAH LA! irritating je dekni.
ok fad, DIAM.
aku confuse.
-.-"

LUSK:
*yes i STEAL & cropped it*
stop spending ur $$ on online shopping!
better still spend it on me.
&&&& pack me in ur suitcase n bring me to
HONGKONG this NOV pleeasssse.
come n ask permission,
altho i knw how scared u are.
and i will sure to miss u everydayyyy.
confirm.
&
kalo NK spagetti,
come HERE ok?
^.^

JEYDA & NINA,
SHID & ZUL:
AKU
RINDU
KAU
ORG
.
OK
.
SETTLE
.
BAHHHHHH~!

SYIRAH:
ya balls!
we are back!
back baby.

ANNOUNCEMENT EVERYONE!
INSYIRAH is BACK.
yes. once again.
INSYIRAH IS BACK.
welcome back bitch.
ily.

ZIQO:
stop with ur DANGDUT & INDON k.
HAHAHA.
tsk, aku tau la..
aku ni unique.
susah kn nk carik...
solat...
penyabar...
sarcastic...
kurus by 2kg...
kakak yg baek plak tu.
LOL.
oh ah,
kalo dpt tu sluar dari tat vid kn.
BLG AKU. ^.^
&& PEGI CHALET LA!!!!!!!!!!
tsk.

POPULARS:
i want sleeeeepover FAST!
alah.
imyguys laaaaaa.
jom kite pecah kepale,
pecah perut,
pecah pinggan,
pecah cermin.
hahaha.
i want to laugh with u babes again.
BILE NK MASAK, BUKE, TRAWIH & SLEEEPOVER NI!
tsk. lembab la korg!
hehehe. still ilyguys.

QRATUL-WTHECK:
AKU BETUL RINDU KAU LA.
u went missing.
wan went in camp,
and seems like u also went in.
when want to meeeet lagi!?
please.
i neeed you to crap things out.

im like reading posts in fb from,
fadhlim, dinky, afif.
haha. they really crack me into half la.
how can not miss ns?
telll me laaaaa.

ok.
aku rindu ns gang la.
serious shitnyer.
hmmm.
okay.

alhamdulilah,
work's getting better.
im getting use to screaming cust.
and i can still hv the patince
to talk to them in a claming voice.
best kn saya?
tau!
haha.
ok im starting talking crapstick already.

im wanting to watch a show or movie
that can make me cry la.
in need of it.
but idk why.
haix.
maybe, i just need a reason to cry.
yea.

I MISS DANCING WITH TTE.
yes. can i come bck?
please. ill be gd.

& i need to shrink my size.

fira.
da tawar hati.
mcm mane?

2009-08-16T23:03:00.005+08:00

well.
ive been speechless for quite sometime.
ive been laughing my ass off reading zyeza's blog.
ive been entertaining guests who can just make me shake the monitor hard!
ive been worrying abt sawanNADA! *TSK!*
ive been chatting plain nonsense with fahmy.
ive been texting colourful nonsense wit fadhli.
ive been wanting to go to the doc but just didnt.
ive been missing crapping arnd wif my clicks.
ive been missing being loud.
ive been missing some people like shit.
ive been searching for a new book to read.
ive been waking up early everyday, i need sleeep.
ive been thinking alot lately.
ive been teliing myself to rilex.
ive been looking at calender as puasa is almost here.
ive been having alot of pains everywhere.
ive been thinking of puasa and raya.
ive been ............
ive been .....

and so,
as u can see.
theres alot of
"have been"s.

but nothing is solve.

ohhh!
ladies & gentlemen.
i hv a feeling that....
FIERA is BACK!
yes.
Fiera is BACK.

u wanna play rite?
lets play.

i watch.
i steal.
i smile.
i laugh.
i am the evil bestfren u never wanted.
better watch ur back people. *evil grin*

i shall keep ur words.
whencanidestroythewallsinur ROOM??
*chey! mcm btul.
=)

2009-08-11T21:14:00.000+08:00

i kept typing n erasing sentences
over and over and over again.

because,
no words can really describe
my love to the girls.

i am super excited abt this ANIMATION!!
thanks yunnnnnni. =)

2009-08-08T00:08:00.000+08:00

SHE WAS HAVING THE TIME OF HER LIFE HERE.

and so was i.
i miss her for almost 2 years.
and for that few days she was here.
i was super glad.
super super super super x 15734562367628 GLAD.

and now,
she has to fly off again.
and for god knows when we'll meet again.

COME BACK SOON!
please. =)

i am speechless.
super speechless.
very speechless.
just heart aching.

2009-08-04T01:41:00.004+08:00

ok let me just babble.

ok thanks.

its sad that when u hv the best people arnd u

and u expect tat they wud give u the most

when that is the time they are giving u the worst;

lies, backstabbing, secrets and more.

or when u are just hoping for the best to happen,

few mins or hrs later, the worst has arrived?

i do not understnd that part.

when u promise eveything to happen

then its happening on u with someone else but not with me.

is it just words which suppose to just draw a smile on my face for that moment or wad?

frankly, i am disappointed.

i just am.

i am happy, honestly, for u but i am just disappointed.

is it true that people say that love make u lose all ur senses?

or is it just jealousy that took over?

i just hope u know wad u are doing.

hmm. yea. enuf said.

yg penting, happy.

lucas bday was normal.

feast, noisy, annoyingly fun.

was surprised he wanted to tag along.

i felt it was a 1st step?

hmmm

its always a weird feeling when combining him wif frens,

but somehow i did it.

yey for me?

hahha gweeeed job.

ps, tcc is surprisingly good.

so whos next?

or wads the next plan?? ^.^

ive been in a3 for 2 days alrdy,

and im liking it.

why?

NOT MUCH CALLS = BOOK TIME!

hahaha yea.

kak kye pinjamkn a book to me,

cos shes reading 'twilight'.

and im reading 'diary of a __ girl'.

and thanks to kak kye,

now im bck to my parttime job : READING.

and

1. kak kye reminds me of shade

2. kak kye garang sey. hahahaha

ohhh my,

i was looking thru pictures and i just realise,

that..

i miss haanging out wif mclove, azriee & nina.

damn la.

& jeyda too!

no!! actualy its just the lot gang la.

i want the old days bck!

TSK.

where hv all gone too.

come on.

i dont want all those shitty fun we had gone just like that la seyyy.

kn my la say da start lagii...

and i need to quit smoking.

yes.

but buy me 50 more boxes first can?

there is this thing called,

effort.

and i can sense that thing going on now is strong.

from both side.

and i trust that u wud want it to work.

if that is not wad u're aiming for,

i shall agree with u.

u are a jerk.

but i trust very the kuat that u are not.

cos i know u are not.

ANYHOS.

yea.

as wad i wrote in early,

pray hard i will.

hope u do too.

lets sail thru the storm together;

i know when we reach the island;

its gonna be sunny and perfect.

2009-07-29T00:21:00.003+08:00

random meetup
can just be a blast.

plus,
with these girls.
never expect it to be this way.

im suppose to be sleeping now.
i got to go alll the way to redhill tmrw.

TSK.
bye.

crystal clear.
we can just pray.
and pray hard i will.

2009-07-18T14:04:00.004+08:00

and they say karma is just a word.
true facts, it is just a meanie.

and well, it seems that everytime,
im almost at the end of my rainbow,
it kept hiting again.
and again and again.
yes. just as i babble abt it to my gfs.
it hit again.

and now im just thinking.
when the hell will i reach my end of a rainbow.
i had enuf of all. im super tired.
and i tot ive done searching for it.
but it seems that i have to search more.
just more.

i don get it. why?
super damn fucking why?
seriously is it just that u want to hit back at me or it just cant simply happen?
it seems to equal things up.
it all happen for no rason. but it happen n it makes me 1st damn bloody happy and then tear me all up all the way at the end.
bad luck? i don think so.
karma? i don fucking know.

i don even know is it i mess it up by telling the truth or it meant to happen this way.
i reread back the text that u threw to me and i open my eyes big and it is all bouncing back at me.

cant a girl just simply realise that she made a mistake and then try to amend it and it will get better.?
cant it?
if not, why the fucking not?!
i don bloody get it.
does everyone have to learn it the hard way
then it will rotate arnd and arnd n arnd.
why cant it just stop and smile n then everything will be just right?

why, to look at it. im dieing inside.
one glance,
like im this one strong girl whu wud smile her way thru but u don bloody know ad bloody shit.

human nature?
bloody la.

hate work,
had no where to turn to,
had to stay strong and stood all the way.
and when she found that one thing which makes every single bloody irriating fucking things better, she lose it.
just simply lose it.

world is unfair.
i know this phrase long way ago but now then i really know the phrase.
and so tell me. when will it turn fair?

just when im happy, it gets ugly.
just as it gets ugly, im happy.
wad the fuck? wad the bloody fuck?
im not being selfish i am just not.
but for once,
cant u just see that i am happy?

then tell me, wad the fuck is last week.
explain to me from then to this particular day.
explain to me one by one. every single fuck.
evey single word. every single action. every single love.
wad the fuck is that?
i just wanna know wad the hell is that.

why must the world turn against me just as im getting the joy of my life?
its not everyday i got this chance, and when i do. it turns ugly.ugly mind u.

enuf whining. altho its not enuf, just enuf.
i just wanna know, why must it turn like this?
why must it turn like this. why?

if u have an ans, and if the ans were to save my life.
im thankful.

i can just sit and cry all day long.
im tired. tired of this shit.
do i have to fite all day long?
i just wants to be happy for this one time.
and end it all.
just end every single fuck that have been going on.
and just find that pot of gold at the end of my very own rainbow.
because i know that pot of gold can just settle everything as
it will give me happiness.

call me selfish.
i don care.

simple.
i just want you.

2009-07-13T21:26:00.004+08:00

fishtank is not bad...

YET.

seems to be getting a hold of it.

and the best thing is that,
i fell sick since wed nite.

HIGGGHHHHH fever bebeh.
now, almost pulih.

and then it was rotated in the whole class.
1st. matt (mc 1wk )
2nd. me (mc 2 days)
3rd. jeff (mc 1 day)
4th. benson (mc 1 wk)
5th. lucas (mc 1 wk)

on friday,
just left with
LEONA & JYO.

hahahahaha. great.

weekend,
went to watch TRANSFORMER with boby.
i was quiet orite.
until at nite,
after hiting all the embun2 mlm,
fever kicked in again.
clever rite fira.
i know.
i know.

but i must not forget this,
i had a bomb on saturday.
i really do.

i want to
chase more dots
& win more airkey
please!!

i knw u want me.
u knw i want cha.
i knw u want me.
u knw i want cha!

2009-07-05T02:39:00.003+08:00

friday, 0307

it was the last day of our
honeymoon period.
just see how fast 3 weeks pass by.
and goodness.
just see how fast the papers pilled up.
but then.
the 3 weeks was awesome.
altho super stressed up.
but it was a fun, nice, clever & unique batch to be in.

monday onwards,
fishtank.

oh..
kill me.
now then for real.

sat, 0407

well,
i was caught in these 3 situation :
1. bobbe's beats n breaks @ espland.
2. hang out with krul b4 gig.
3. last min ndp preview with in.

YES. i super donno wad to choose.
but then to think back.
after 8 years,
getting a chance to watch ndp again,
of course i don wanna miss that chance.

i felt lucky.
n so,
thanks to hilmi,
me n insyirah got to go for the
ndp 09' preview parade.

it was awesome.
it was mcm touching.
yes.
i felt proud to be a singaporean
and to be in singapore.

yes.
it was splendid.
awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees.

ps, to whom it may concern.
once again. im soory for not being there.
i make it up next week ok. please.
i promise.

somehow.
now,
i feel.
angry.
pissed.
moody.
wanna walk.
wanna talk.
wanna escape.
wanna kick n break.

no. not pms-ing mode.

idk.
maybe restless is the word.

maybe lim was rite.
in a way or two.

2009-06-26T23:44:00.004+08:00

wahhhh! fatimah wear skirt!! -_-"

2306. tues.

suxy.
60.8% this time round.
its not that i don care ok.
but i just don get it why cant i just pass.
cb kn?
tu uh.
cb.

but i just wanna sweep all off
my tiny tiny brain.

but once again.
there was something that i was looking
frwd on that day.

the
lpk-sblah-lot-kiddies
gathering.
hahahaha.

it was awesome.
altho at first,
my inside told me that
its gg to be a disappointing nite.
but at last,
it was not.

we didnt really laugh as much as we used too.
cos its obvious that
everyone was akward.
it has been super loong
since everyone met each other.

i must say.
i was satisfied.
all the emails, msns, and texts
worth it.

for the 1st time,
it was a complete set.
yes complete set.

everyone was there.

amir. haziq. azzy. mclove. ron. aim.
helena. jeyda. shid. zul. me.

C.O.M.P.L.E.T.E.

happy pe aku.

ok next round.
old + new clans.
populars.
mard&aisha trip.

all of this,
i have to hail.

if not,
the train wont move.

trust me.

whinny+trash talk with this women
is the bomb.
im thankful for the
mother's day voucher.

at work.
matt taught me this.
cow bergih mampohs.

yea.
u guys go figure k.

2009-06-20T00:10:00.003+08:00

its been 5 working days.
n its been a 5 total hell days for me.
im sorry kfura.
i gotta be honest here.

*shake head*

saturday. 13/06

we had to drive all the way to JB
for the wedding.
an hr drive in.
due to the jam.

eveyone fell aslip.
hahaa. sooo buruk.
once arrive.
we didnt really gaul much.
org2 balai was there.
it was nice to see myera after a long time.

tk dpt jumpa kakak,
jumpa adik pon jadi la.

all we did was.
sit n eat n pic n eat n sit n sit n sit.
then eat somemore at jusco.

imagine how bloated i am.
can explode any moment.

monday. 15/06

damn early.
got up.
out to work.
lesson was light.
nothing brutal yet.
we kinda bonded quiet well.

and fast.

i knew that i saw jeff somewhere before.

tuesday. 16/06

business rules.
urgh.
sucky.sucky.sucky.
once again.
sucky.
omg.
it was a day filled with the most information
that ive ever registered before. ever.

plans after plans.
bills after bills.
calculator after calculator.
ques after ques.
queries after queries.
i think my brain expended more then 10%
already.

i tell u.
if i can disappear on the spot.
i wud just 'snap!'
even for just 15 mins uh.

like seriously.
feel me people.
feel me la.
for once.

i was so lucky that
on that day i had something to
look forward to.

and that refers to
getting annoyed by Lim.

yes this irritating fake-chinese mat-rep.
hahahaha.
*sorry fadhli.
something to add on to the list yea.
=D*

anyhos.
altho i was tired.
my heels were killing me
my feet was forming into idk-wat already.
an evening get-away with him
was just wad i needed.
movie. dinner.
+ laughter.
just the right deal.

i was surprised that it turned out orite.
a great nite infact.
i really didnt expect it to be.

sweet.
and nice.
and gentle.
yes. gentle.
*ur eyes is not playing tricks on you. lol*

just himself.
we talked n walk.
talk somemore.
walk somemore.

altho i must admit that he does get into
my nerve at times that i hv a great urge
to just grab his neck an struggle him!!!!

but.

thank goodness my patience level is wayyy up high.
if not i wud hv killed u.
eh fad eh... *wink*

wednesday. 17/06

einstein.
another long day
of registering infos in my small
cute little darling brain.
lets skip this day okay.
presurizing tau.

thursday. 18/06

ohh.
one of the most heart-aching day.
only after 2 days of being stuffed
with 1343145++ infos.

we had a test.
wher u hv to get 80% in order to pass.
imagine la.
aku ni da la susah skit.
paper2 test2 ni smuer definate blank in the brain.
only hands-on i power.
how??
die already kn.

and so that was wad happen.
n that made me super damn sad.
i was sooo disappointed because,
i cracked n fried my brain on the test
but only 62.5%??

i was soo mad at myself for not scoring well
that i texted my bestfren
who idk in wad planet already.

in the evening.
i was being stubborn
n i just didnt want to sleep.
but i know i had too.

after texts n texts,
i finally fell asleep.

therefore the following day,
i drag my self to work.

now its the weekend.
i am soo pathatic now that
i already see the
'no life' icon appear in me.

& i don feel like gg to work on monday.

ohh.

happy 2nd birthday
Qaliesha Umairah. (18/06)

2009-06-14T21:57:00.003+08:00

altho it suxs at times.
or most of the times.
they became part of me.

opened my eyes bigger.
burst my stomach with laughter and craziness.
gave me opportunity to meet new people.
they taught me plenty.
for the past 2 years.

im gg to miss everything.
late nites.
sing-along songs.
chalets.
meet-ups.
never ending comments on guests.
food & ciggy.
and of course.
the people and everything.

i am thankful to be part of it.
from one site to another.
its a whole new
n a superb experience fro me.

once again.
thank you.

2009-06-13T03:26:00.006+08:00

let me introduce to u this one....
hotty.
*basin please!! i need to puke. LOL.*

FadhLim.
he looks chinese.
(that is where the LIM comes from)
fair skin.
average height.
rides a shinny red spark.
corner mautnyer.
*LOL. i cant believe im saying this*

he is.....
*ok get ready now!*

frenly.
outgoing.
bubbly.
random.
nice.
energetic.
caring.
sweet.
curious.

and not forgetting,

annoying.
irritating.
noisy.
useless.
unreliable.

LOL!!!!

he is the one of the many good reason
which makes it hard for me to leave.
(",)

you.
yes YOU.
haahaha.
go on,
smile, shake ur head n say,
'WHAT?!'
=D

2009-06-09T14:09:00.005+08:00

*you can click on it n zoom in urself.*

ohh yes.
as u can (or cannot) see,
i cannot turut serta the bowling with the compnay.
as my last min change of off was not successful.
haiya... sad sad sad sad.
never mind.
maybe next time yea.

haiya. sot sey.
its like people who very diff to meet
are all turning up,
lyk en & romi & abeng (yes as in ah beng not abang)
never mind never mind never mind.
sooo hoping even after my work they will be somewher out,
so i can tag along the remaining fun.

or if other option is...
cabut.
haiya.. cannot cannot.
im not THAT bad.
susah lor gini.
nanti long service award aku hilang!

ok shake that event off!
SHAKE IT OFF!!

its been having difficulties to sleep lately.
its like im tired,
my eyes are stone heavy
but
i cannot sleep.
like seriously.

i will stumble across cool games n websites.
i even start gg tyra & e! website la.
all because i cannot sleep.
but even after i off the comp
which is at 5 am,
i am still rolling all over just trying to sleep.
weird. i know.
and then every day at 1pm,
i was screamed, shouted at
just to make me wake up.
buruk sungguh habit org2 dirumah ni.

lol.

im gg ballastic la now.
mcm songsang gitu.
thanks zyeza for the work.
i need to get out!!!!!
out out out!!!
or
dance dance dance!!!!

kill me.

2009-06-08T00:58:00.001+08:00

HANNAH MONTANA THE MOVIE
is
FANTASTIC.

catch it before its too late.

Pop it, lock it
Polka dot it
Countrify then
Hip-hop it
Put your hawk in the sky
Move side to side
Jump to the left
Stick it, glide

2009-06-04T22:03:00.003+08:00

almost 2 weeks.
all i did was walk all over the place,
in the cold, super cold i mean, weather.
a great change.
it opened my eyes to certain stuff.
yes. i did hv a great time.
superb time honestly.
both location was fantastic.
fantastic.
awesome things to see.
ride the most craziess ride down there.
i even cried. cried i tell u.
i was freezing to death to just wait for
the tiny-pantat-itik to come arnd.

round it up,
best je la!

2009-05-29T20:46:00.004+08:00

its already 11pm here but back home its only 9pm.
now im freezing to death.
no aircon. idk wads the temp tonight.
my fingers can turn to air batu yg pakcik always sells at home 1 for 10cents.
my back hurts.
my head hurts.
i need to sleep.

gosh.
im home sick.

2009-05-20T23:46:00.004+08:00

15th may, Friday.

it was a bloody lost day for me.
that day, i did not time-plan well enuf
as it seems like i got alot of interviews
but i donno which or where or wat to go to.

yes.
lost.

so i decided to go to the katong one.
as my mum has been bugging me to go.

it states there:
briefing-cum-interview

so dgn mind-set yg positive,
i went.
i reached there 210pm.

the briefing has already started.

its TMIS briefing.
wookey la..
eventho i heard the same thing
countless time i still stand there
and listen.

after the whole briefing,
Q&A.
then i noticed,
everyone was all over the place.

some are gg off,
some are waiting to ask ques.

so i waited,
in my mind, " wookey, maybe jap lagi the interview"
but then NOTHING.

haiya....
member binget GILE sia.

245 was out of that place.
& kerana binget,
i really donno where to go,
so i headed home.

wahhhh ada rasa mcm buang masa sak.
seriously.

i reached home,
changed,
grab my lappy,
head towrds civic.

i sat up there, surf-idk-wad.
615pm, incoming msg.
packed up, walked to cwp n meet
mr tall man!

initially wanted to head to lot.
but then i realised,
lot no swensen.
last min changed to wm.

and so,
we headed to a kopitiam.
i had a plate of chckn rice,
he had a plate of rojak which is 1/2 filled
with potatoes.
hahahaha.

then we walked slowly dwn to wm.
he saw someone was looking at us in a weird way.
we took a closer look n it was amir!

haha.
we stop chat n off to swensen.

we had regular earthquake!
woahh.. enak man!

we talked abt skul,
now n then,
and alot of stuff.

after totally bloated,
we walked abt n then home.

thanks Azely for that!
thank u!

next time kite mkn lain pulak uh.
lol.

16th may, saturday.

i almost forget that i had an interview at cck.
thanks to him for reminding me.

early in the morning, almost had a misunderstnd as
i was just not in the mood.
i kinda drag myself to dress up to look pretty.
and lucky, papa drive me to the location.
or i think i wud just DIE.

n guess wad,
i reached there,
just after filling in the form,
i was told that the position was taken.

WOAH.
best kn.

i came in 1015am.
i came out 1030am.

i drag my feet back home.

1/2hr after reaching home,
i was already sleeping like a babi.
hahahaha.

i even got time to
shift from the living room,
to my bedroom.

n i woke up at 330pm.
feeling damn hungry.
i called up in.
and last min go eat at lot.

we cant decide wad to eat.
so we end up at LJS.
yes. pathatic.
but fulfilling!

in accompanied me while waiting for my bus to arrive.
while waiting.
i sense someone was calling me.

when i turned,
there in a car, lim was smilling widely n was like
'firaa!! hello fira!'

hahaha.
damn it, he was not working on a saturday.
and i am.

he was waiting for his fren.
to go idk wher la.

n so i head to work,
at work.

as pernormal.
i know i was at the stage again.
BUT i cnt remember with who.
and wad happen.
hahahaha.

sorry.

17th may, sunday.

doubled.
zoo was station at the tram.
was better then the 1st time.

this time rnd, the tram drivers was interacting with me.
if not only the ushers.

& plus point.
everytime theres a chance that jeyda & albert
can steal me away from the tram.
they wud make me do all sorts of stuff.
mostly org.

arnd 430 i had to do sales.
n at 530 i escape to rest before my shift at ns
starts.

i was to do stage.
wit din again.

half way, counter close
cos suspect rain. but never did!
hahaha.

so wen outside close,
i had to do sales.
it was fun.
wif razi din francis & min.

journey home was a pissy one.

i wanted to board the bus from zoo to cck,
i tap.
eh, cannot ley.
i try the other system.
still cannot ley.
ok ok (panic already)
use coins je luh.

at the mrt, went to the counter to check.
'ohh ur ezlink spoil already..'
'HUH?! THEN HOW I GO HOME?!'
'buy new one lor'
'UHHHHHHHHHH~!!!' *drag my feet to the intrchng*
985 came.
'uncle to bb'
'1.40'
*pukeyywak! 1.40 siol!!*
then it took me almost 30 mins to walk
from the busstop to home.

yes. how was i NOT pissed?!

ccb.

18th may, monday.

just took the most easiest thing to wear,
so i wore the green dress
and went out.

head to ut point to search for food.
but end up just nasi lemak.

did nothing much.
was kinda restless.
i had a feeling that i was not welcomed.

made my way to work.
stage again this time rnd,
with vincent then azhar.

there was this one guest
who was
gnjvhrsnovnew irritating.
yes.
even sani and hafiz agree to it.
wah..

thruout the guests was ther.
i was cursing n swearing silently sia.
serious.

n can see that even the tembuakas were
taken aback.
hahaha.
irrritatingly funny.

otw home.
accomp min to wait for her bf
while me n azhar was talking abt soccer.
hahahaha

yes soccer.
such an old time ago story sia soccer.
but it was fun with them.

19th may, tuesday.

fetch adik back from skul.
get ready n met him at the carpark.

i had to go edn to take the ccm books.
n so i gotta meet along n ita again!

ita da mcm cikgu2!
hahaha.

after ccm was settled,
we drive alll the way to tamp to explore the new mall.

ehh tamp 1 to me rox la!
shud hv brought mama there so i can shop sia!
i love the shops there.

abit like town but i just like it.
food wise, nothing much to choose.

so we headed to tamp mall.
and settle on pastamania.
bloated!

walked slowly,
and singgah the pasar mlm.
cos its been weeks since we were searching for
cempedak grg.
lol.

cudnt find one as its not 'season'.
so we had to drive back cos i got dzakir's
bday celebration.

i felt bad that i didnt buy him anything as i was BROKE!

once home,
qalili n shade was already there.

wen we took is cake with lighted candles.
he was smiling shyly.
so cute la.
he like soo paiseh.
he even got 2 cakes!

(well actually his cake that he choose was choco & we don eat choco
while the other one was durian, that was AWESOME!)

when sue came out of the room with a present.
he tot it was his.
but it was qalili's.

he looked soo damn disappointed.
he didnt even make any sound at all.
but
when sue gave him his present,
he was damn happy to the max.

then he start talking n he start his noisyly irritating acts.
hahaha.

wad a brother i got!

well. i still love you.

Happy 8th Birthday Dzakir!!

20th may, wednesday.

130pm i was already at dhouby's busstop but i seriously
hv no idea how to get there.
n lessons starts in 30 mins!

i took a cab all the way down.
and i figure, if i were to take anything else,
confirm i will not arrive.

sha, dina & kelly was already waiting for me.
we made our way to class.
it was held in the auditorium.

n since sha & dina was in a lazy mood,
we just recap the previous lesson
and then we watch upin & ipin thruout till 4pm.

lol.
lepak.

after class,
we walked to lil india mrt.
i made my way to national lib.

i sat a one place,
on my lappy and start to watch
Coblos Cinta.

funny show.
really.
NC 16?
hahaha.

630pm.
made my way to bugis mrt.
while waiting for shaf,
i got stuck reading.

hahaha.
once that woman arrived,
we made our way to have dinner.

while eating,
we had a huge convo.
like seriously.
it was nice to meet this
2-years-once woman.

hahaha.
after expanding our belly.
shaf went shopping n she also got me a blated
bday prezzy.

hehehe.
thank u love!!

sidetrack!!

i made a

How well do you know Fiera?

Questions include:
What is my actual FULL NAME?
Who is my hooooteyy!? (hotty)
Wad do i LOVE to do most?
Wad is the name that my parents wanted to name me?

etc.

and guess wad....

lol!
funny luh these people.
it was sooo FUN!
like seriously la...

and so.. the top 3 is
sue = 90%
shade = 70%
jeyda = 70%

lol. serious shit uh ni bende!

2009-05-14T16:58:00.003+08:00

woookey.

letsss seeee.

7th may, thursday.

suppose to go sheesha la!
but then

zyeza : food poison
mira : skul
utt : fever 3 days
naqib : work till 730
ahmad : 830 got prac
helena : STUCK at zoo
ain & shaik : Jbp
haziq : seeeekolah.

seee laaa!!
how like that la my frennnnn.

so last min cancel.
but
i went out with him
and spend a whole sum of $$
on RAMEN!!

enak man.
idako the sex.

then a whole train ride hommmmme.

8th may, friday.

after cancelling the fort plan
due to a freaking super hot day.

we made our way down to
the splash park.
hehehe..
aaaaduhh
soo tempted la!!
but!

noone above 12yrs old is
to be playing in the playground.
sakit hatieeeee.

we met sue
& had mani/pedi
dwn at fareast.
after a whole 2 hrs dwn there.

we head down to suntec.
we walk arnd the whole place
just to search for this one particular location.
but couldnt find it at all
and its getting late!

so fountain of wealth is wher we settle.

midnight.

a fon call.
cabbed dwn to tamp.

happey burthdae wadi-o!

cabbed back home.
i just love the cab ride.

loooove it.

9th may, saturday.

a very binget-for-no-reason day.
arnd 330.
met in.
ikea we went!

and i love the trip.
u know how i love ikea.

hehe.
after
3g-ing, tawaf-ing & kfc-ing
head back to bb.
& i drop by shade's crib.
b4 i met him.

there,
we watched over the hedge (via ch5)
& 17 agian (vid DVD)

wahhhhh.
i got to see my zac again..
for the 2nd time.

*melts*

well not only me ok!

shade also was trying to hide her
great wide smile when she saw zac!

teeeeheeheeeee.

10th may, sunday.

mums day!

and being a gweeeed daughter,
i spend the day with my family
down at ecp.

3pm.
we rent one 2-seater bike
and bike allll the way to changi beach!
to & fro.

waaaahkau.
serious sia!!
can grown muscle la seeyy.

hahaha.

then me & mama went crazy
tyring to fly kite there.

end-up,
both of us sit dwn n eat cheese-del.
while papa kite.

wahahaha.

after alll that exercise.
we head dwn to bedok corner
to eat.

but due to feeling soooo
super tired.
all the food we bought to dine-in,
we tapau,
and bring home.

heheheeh..

nice nice nice day spent.

11th may, monday.

rushed to catch the 245 show.
nina was already que-ing for the drinks.
mclove was there!

in we went and we missed the 1st part.
soooory nina.

and the show,
puhhkeyyyywak.
betul uhhh.

hehehehe.

sorry nina for the sudden
head baang!

hahaha.

after that,
we found n spot n chill away.

nina gotta go have diner with family,
and so i head home.

12th may, tuesday

went alll the way to katong
and waited sooo long
for a freaking 5 min interview.
-.-!

after that,
rushed dwn to ns for work.

altho alot was late.
be it staff, cameras, chip, float,
siti lepak je..

bbl pon rilek.
hahaha.
kekek.

me & mard were to do stage
form 6-10pm.
tk lepak!?

selling behind a tree, in the darkness
&
we managed to get 7 sell-thru.
not bad not bad.
not bad at all.

plus.
i found a new i-kandyyy.
=D

13th may, wednesday.

after i got my meal.
rushed dwn for work.

was 15mins late.
haha.
lim was already doing stage.

i was stationed at stage again.
bad luck.

smuer sepupu din.
(inside joke)

haha.

so 1st rnd it was me n lim.
then once tram started,
lim went in n changed wif din.

habis uh.
aku ngn din da bbl kons
kat sane.

we sit arnd like noone's bisnuess.
but it was fun.

was surprised on a particular
conversation.

and was surprised on a particular
invitation.

but i turned up.
=)

same old same old.

after thousands of fon call.
they walked me home.
then it started to pour.

just like those days.

asssnuar is back.
ed is forever the sex.
lan-o is the hooooootey!!

im lovin' it!

2009-05-13T15:10:00.002+08:00

i wanna blog but idk wad to blog abt.

seee i think soo much till it went
BLANK.

haha.. yea yea.

i still owe u my
weekends n mums day
n weekdays.

ok gotta go work!!

assssnuar back la behby.
n my nails ROX.

2009-05-04T14:51:00.003+08:00

Sunday, 3rd may.

11am reached work.
reached hut to be exact.

and in the middle of the HOT scorching sun.
i were to do tram.
BEST KN?!

my hair was all entangled
thanks to the never ending sweat.

by 3.30,
more then
my expected captures were done,
so off to do sales.

in the counter?
da mcm pasar mlm.

hahaha

' the next 6 x 8 elephant picture mintk kene seypak ok!'
(hahaha inside joke)

630.
down to the other side.

there,
counter also,
riuh rendah.

1st, 1 printer down.
no ribbon.
then
another printer.
also no ribbon.

die.

we were left with one
printer whch is still surviving.

and the print QUE punye la PANJANG!

pendekkn cite,
da gone case.

haha.

jadi..
printer gone case,
kite pon gone case.

hahaha.

best.

sooo much laughter.
ALOT LUH.

after that,
siti da stress,
everyone was sent back.

hahahaha.

so thats it.

ok.
suara aku da mcm
ella.

2009-05-02T14:41:00.005+08:00

ysterday was a PH,
and im sick.

today is saturday,
and i am STILL sick.

gweeeed job.

2 days straight sitting at home ALONE?
i think i can stand it.
I THINK.

ive just done watching
RADIT & JANI.

and i didnt expect to
cry this much.

wad a show la..

love..
*sigh*

2009-04-27T16:35:00.004+08:00

my weekend is
HECTIC.
super la.

saturday, 25 april.

i had to go down for practice
cos its like WEEEEEEKS that
i've gone MIA.

1st it was exam
then
2nd it was sheesha
then
3rd it was the MC for the operation
then
4th RANIA punya pasal.

so,
new location.
new building.
new environment.
BUT
studio kecik seyy.
room pon kecik seyyy.
really.

the aircon.
mcm shitty.

haiya.

& so we practice.
as wad kkt said,
kinda
HORRIBLE.
hahaha.

but we trained HARD.
very hard.
SUPER hard.

penat whoii.
otot2 smuer mengembang.
we were bathing sweeeet sweat.

after prac,
i had to rushed dwn
to NS
cos they need me.
altho i am like LATE.
super late,
they need me.

i came RUNNING in.
changed n start on work.
sales.
ALOT of people.

worked all the way till late
and got a lift back home
from edward.
thank youu.

and guess wad.
i didnt eat the whole day.
just cococrunchy in the morning.

power ready luh.

sunday, 26 april.

it was a pissssssy day.

plus.
i had to double.

i came 10 on the dot.
suppose to be 9 but,
cannot make it luh fren..

it was freaking a hot day.
once again.
i was sweating soooo badly.
and then plus,
they are soooooooo
making my blooood boil luh.

like SERIOUSLY.

but naseb i got the patience.
alot of it.

at 530,
i gotta rushed dwn to the
other side.

& i gotta say,
ns kinda turn the table arnd.

i did stage & sales
with the most
wacky-ess,
non-sensical
&
kaki-gerek people.

hahaha.

wickeddddd.

but then,
once again.
home.
just not in the good shape.

i am in a verrrrry sensitive
conditional now.

additional.
i had a surprised.

last minute,
he came n fetch me
after my 2 whole tiring day.

=)

happppiee.

i FINALLY gotta see
RANIAAAAAAAAAAA
over one of the weekday.
shesss soo smalll.

mummy,
next time i come,
im gg to bring a bigger back
to fit her in.
promise.

2009-04-20T13:10:00.003+08:00

saturday, 11 april.

that TRIP was FUN.
just fun!

Thursday, 16 april.

mid noon,
went for checkup.
wif him as company.
it was a a scary trip to
NDC.
i was kinda worried if anything
were to be stuck in em'.
but thank god,
it was fine.

they cut my stitches.
and i am able to eat normal
food again!!

haha.
after NDC,
i straight go eat satay set meal.
fast rite?
i know!

after that.
we went to chill
& talk.
=)

at arnd 7pm,
i head dwn to bugis
to meet sue & shade.

since we are at bugis,
ape lagi. SHOOPING uh.
hahaha.
& man. we blanja ALOT la!

after pratically gg in every shop
and buying everything,
we head back to marina
for some breeeks.

hahaha.
see luh.
just few hrs ago i still hv to
eat bubur,
now im eating BREEKS!
hahahaha

had sisters time.
had fun.
but was so freaking tired la.

saturday, 18 april

all my energy was absorbed
by the sun.
all of them.
plus
i look like a lobster
already.

i want to seee RANIA ELIYA!!!!

2009-04-15T11:37:00.006+08:00

Tuesday, 14 april.

*2007:09:29, hahaha. 2 years agoooo*

a knock on the door.
wondering who was it.
peepd thru the hole,
saw a bday balloon.
in my heart,
"ni kalo tk bukak, terlps ni"

open the door.
n there stood a man,
a nice personal delivery man
with a yellow envelope
and a floating balloon.
it was for me.

open the gate
took in both
envelope & balloon
and an additional,
a huge huggy.
size wayy bigger then qalili.

i was speechless.
i was shocked.
it was weeird.
super weeird.
my heartbeat was racing.

say thanks,
close the door,
ripped oopen the
envelope and card.

my eyes was searching
for the sender.

i found it.
i smiled.
i laughed.
i cried.

i look at all the 3 things i received.
card, balloon & a gigantic huggy.

i know its not cheap.
i know he made someone
pretended to be a "delivery" man
to send me all these.
and still
he has the cheek to say he knows
nothing.

=)

thanks millions
to everyone who
remembered & wished me.

* the sender of the e wonderful gifts | everyone on facebook |mama | sue | boby | in | faz | fad | ibu | nurulimanium
apweit | papa | jeyda | shade | alin | aimatek | zool | shaf | izzah
abg | azy | dzakir & nyeeng *

2009-04-03T12:38:00.004+08:00

its beeen loong
that i didnt touch this thingy.

busy?
i guess?

wahaha.
ok FINE.

lets start from wayyy back.

Saturday, 28 march.
busoorah st / sg flyers.
me in faz.

haha. yeeeearp.
we head dwn to busoorah st to watch
abg CHAL perform.
but then was distracted by other things.
wahahaha.
anyway,
it was a freaking hot day,
freaking.
hot day.
& we saw alot of people.
new n old ones.
after the performance.
we walked all the way
back to the shop that me
n naqib survey on the kite.
n then i bought the kite n more things.
kite, a diy bird/plane & 2 types of bubble.
we decided to sit at the Sg Flyers.
& we end up decided to test-drive the kite.

WAH.
best kn!

Sunday, 29 march

i was forced to wake up early morn
to get ready for the wedding that will be held in JB.
i was moody for that morning.
but at the end.
i had SUPERB fun.

wednesday, 1st april

APRIL FOOLS!!
haha. ok..
tau da mcm lmbt kn?!
hahaha.
i don quite care.
hahahaha.
on WEDNESDAY?

i tot i was april fooled,
but no.
he turned up at last.
altho an hr late.
he was sweeeeeet.
another huggy to the collection.
hahaha.

we had lateee lunch at geylang.
cendol dier sedap whoi!
after that,
decided to kite arnd west coast.
but then,
skit angin pon tkderrrrr.
jadi kite tranfer gi east coast.
tapi malangnyer,
da gelap.

so we enjoyed the
moon & the stars.

thursday, 2nd april.

after work.
i was suppose to head dwn
to kallang for dance.
but CHANGE OF PLAN.

all thx to
zyeza, fana, utt, albert & naqib.
they finally manage to make me
ditch dance for them.

for sheesha

magic

& mempermonyet-kn
session.

it was a great laugh that nite wif them.
hell yea.
i really didnt thought that
we all cud click like that.

friday, 3rd april.

i was called to work
for NS.
altho it was only for arnd 4 hrs.
i feel,
tired.
super tired.
till its like my backbone is gg to
break into half.
like literally.
i cant even bend forward.

but all those pain decreases,
when he suddenly said he'll be meeting
me at NS to go for dinner.
wahahahaha.

i loikeee.

saturday, 4th april.

EDN, JUARA TOK SELAMPIT
@ woodlands regional library

meeting
along, boy, ita & the whole crew was
a blast.

seriously.
back to doing that recep job,
curik mknan,
cam-whoring,
gossiping
with the 2 sistas.
was fun man.
really.

after the whole event.
eat n pack up.

we
(the whole bunch)
went to starbucks
n gossip our way thruuu

alot.
i mean ALOT of laughter.
seriously.

overrall,
love it!

i cant wait for MAY!!

sunday, 5th april.

the WHOLE day i worked.
yes.
i doubled?

zoo then ns.
wahhh tired man.

zoo, normal.
birds.
i didnt even reach 800.
malas?
n more its raining!

ns, entrance.
& haziqo got to just give out tixs!
wow!!! best pe.
haha.
but no worries.
i got mard to irritate the
HELL out of me.

after that,
once again
he drove to ns for
a last min dinner.

monday, 6th april.

as it was raining,
we had to postpone
the kite flying day.
and went down to
the cathay to watch the UNBORN.

it was a nice show to watch.
really.
worth to watch?
but u hv to really understnd
it properly then u can get wads
its all abt.

after the UNBORN,
we head dwn to Sg Flyer,
and had popeye!
hahaha.
not much but enuf to keep
me kenyang.

after that,
bus ride home.
oops.
a wrng option for him.
hahaha.
ok ok.

NOTED!
no more long bus ride ok?
ok.

tuesday, 7th april.

alotho i was superrr
tired,
i accompany mama to KK
for adk's check-up.
and then we went arnd
arab street to search for
kain raya.

for the 1 baju,
still kinda wookey la.
can easily pick.

but for the 2nd,
whoa.
mate boleh keroh tau??
alot of kain.
confused. confused. confused.

texted dwn for suggestion.
and then i got the 2nd piece.

so now,
im ready for RAYA!!

wednesday, 8th april.

8am- out of the house.
9.30am- appointment
11am- in for operation.
3pm- discharged.
3pm onwards - i was suffering like one hell at home.

all i can remember for that day is that,
i cry n cry n cry,
vomit blood,
got all bloody,
headache,
had to swallow all my food.
and i slept alot.

my face really look like i've been
punch soo hard in the face.
wahh.

do u know they stitch
my gums on all the 4 area?
yes.
i can use my tongue to feel it.
hahaha.

it hurts.

thursday, 9th april.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHADEEEEY.

2009-03-24T21:45:00.004+08:00

at the look of it,
its like a routine that i only blog abt
my weekends.
its all because weekdays,
like nothing?
somedays it was super interesting,
somedays it was super sucky.
and normally,
nothing much was gg on.

ohh and i fall sick for almost 4 days.
but don worry. im all well again.
kate, SHE-HULK.
lol.

these couple of evening,
its like if i eat after 730pm,
i got all super bloated till the next morning.
& then next morning, super hungry till i can faint.
funny kn?
yea.
idk wads gg on with my body these days.
and like today,
i had a massive gigantic headache and stomachache.
why seyyy.
haiya.
PROBLEMATIC.

now lets go talk abt something else.

1st.
im soo stressed up that
i HAVE to find a FULL-TIME job.
yes. FULL-TIME JOB.
urghh.
requirement:
find full-time job get the $$ then can talk abt school.
okay.
i understnd that those sums are HUGE.
but then im just not really both physically n mentally for a full time job.
like not now.
wad if i work work work n then no more mood to study??
DA SUSAH TUU.
haiyah,
all my excitement for school was condemn just like that.
*snap of fingers*

2nd.
you don reply me.
you don take my calls.
you don call me.
you ignore me.
and u talk to me like im a piece of SHIT.
yes. YOU. im talking abt you.
i gave u the very polite type of response n this is wad u gave to me.
maybe its really time for me to
ignore all these shits n live life.
REALLY.
im sorry but i just felt that i HAVE to
talk abt this.
if u think its E.A.S.Y for me.
THINK AGAIN
& AGAIN
& AGAIN.
woookey?
woookey.

NOW
LETS
PUMP-things up

saturday,21 march.

abg CHAL'S performance at EXPO.
& CD sales.
there was me in faz & kfura.
& u know wads the SHOIK part?
at EXPO,
alot sia FOOD.
SHIOK OR WAD?!
hahaha

sue: "hows the sales?"
me: "not much but theres ALOT OF FOOOD!!"
sue: "HAHA. thats all that matters kn?"
me: " YA MAN!"

lol.
my sister knows me the best!
(other then mama la)

abg Chal's performance was gweed.
really.
terpegun.
sooo terpegun.
haha.
yea.
&& we bumped into boy n gang.

after selling the CDs,
all of us
(the 4 of us + abg CHAL'S band)
head down to kfura's crip for
nasi ayam, review on the performance & bubble tea!
yes yes.
& mcm biasa,
they bully me like noones bisness.

after that in & kfura HAVE to head dwn to jrng
for some family event.
& so me n faz walked dwn twrds WM
and prayed that TIMEZONE was still open.
cos i wanted to play airkey (inside joke)
soo badly.
i pity faz who was dragged by me.
lol.
and our luck was up.
so we spend 10 bucks in TIMEZONE.
(faz collect 5 ketul dari aku bsok2 k.lol)
yes. we played game like noones bisness.
wen our $$ in the kad was GONE,
baru kite tau balik.
thx in for letting me drag faz along wif me.
and thx for the nite. =)

Sunday, 22 march.
i was the
"Shinning Star"- says sonam ok!
(confirm haziq emo. lol)
no luh.
was just soo happy
cos without any notice,
i managed to come up with
839 captures and 31 sell-thru
when i was left all alone dwn at the birds.
&&&&&
ELISSA was the bird-presenter.
wooho!
but we didnt crazy as usual,
cos she got ALOT of things to hang up.
and her hand is soo bacin wif bird poop.
hahaha.
after zoo,
me and haziq was called for 2nd shift
at nite safari.
and so,
we were both placed at tram
with Lim.
then we saw bapok.
hahaha.
& u know that bapok is whu?
he use to be one of the actor on suria.
yes.
and Siti told us the time she was
making "frens" with him.
haha. kelakar siol.
dgn suara smuer.
it kinda did freaked me out.
lol.
arnd 930pm,
after our NS shift,
we travelled allll the way to Woodieland
for dinner with Azrie, Nina & Mclove.
yes yes.
altho it was just for a short while,
i was HAPPY that i gotta meet them.
adoooh.
miss them all LOADS sia.

Wednesday, 25 march.

we walked from beach rd
allll the way to city hall
to search for a kite
&& end up playing bubbles!!
hahha.
qib2, kau boleh lynkn aku sey.
alah, end up he also stuck with the bubble blowin session.
best or wad...

Thursday, 26 march
10am- badminton + laughter
4 to 5pm- bowling + laughter
5 to 7pm- uno + bubbles + laughter
8 to 930pm - Ben&Jerry @ NS +tembuaka
930 to 1030pm - dinner + laughter
EQUALS to a
splendid day.

note: mr nyakat-num1-fan,
i am not gg to run to make the kite fly..
you are.

well,
thats abt it.

told u its getting better.
haha.

and now calle-ocho-ing.
hah.
THANKS UH AIM-MATEK!
ini smuer KRANA KAU!!
urgh.

i guess,
that nite.
till 5am?
haha.
its just the
beginning.

2009-03-16T16:32:00.003+08:00

saturday?
i got 2 events gg on.
Reunion of TTE @ PA
&
Gegaran 09' @ Chompang CC

1st. Teater Tari Era Reunion @ PA, Kallang.
it was fun..
superb!
i am a maniac wen it comes to picture taking.
haha.
really.
and tat day,
class foto luh.
group foto luh.
models luh.
waterfall pics luh.
mcm2.
all the oldies were there.
the normal people, just some cudnt make it.
but it was alright.
really.
got new jokes n kinda laugh alot.
nice one.
soon we will be traveling to
lavender.
no more kallang.
yea yea.
next practice resumes next 2 week.
cant wait for the new place.
i think.

*yg berbaju merah tu, org gemuk yg tk sedar diri! haha*

2nd. Gegarran Rock Competition 09' Finals @ Chompang CC, yishun.
supposingly,
went there to mit wanee
and to support abgalin & taufik.
alot of pakciks, makciks, abg, kakak ROCK
kat sana
seriously.
its a melayu rock kinda competition.
wookey luh.
n as normal.
bumped into
unexpected people.
yes.
and so,
abg alin- 4th place.
taufik- 8th place.
gd job to them!
and and and.
1st place is from stillyoung.
&& stillyoungnyer lead guitarish...
FUUH!
cukup hensem.
wahahahhaa.
ok da sudah.

Sunday.
Work.
normal.
after work,
me & Nina.
head down to Nite safari
and had a feast!
stingray & 2 naan.
WOW!
all that for arnd $10 jeee.
cheap kn cheap kn..
best!
the stingray! FUH!! power.
after that,
we bumped into Ellisa.
she was feeling dowwwn to the ground.
so we ( me, nina & ellisa)
chill arnd the bus coach.
we talked abt some serious stuff n then,
its getting bored.
for the whole day ive been giving
EVERYONE stupid jokes.
so, i tried it on ellisa.
haha.
then jokes after jokes link wif one another.
haha. we were laughing till we cry.
it was soo fun.
i didnt know that me n ellisa can click soo well.
hahaha.

as wad my parents always says,
byk ketawe nanti mlm nangis.

well,
=)

2009-03-10T23:11:00.004+08:00

well.
saturday was a BLAST.
superb!
went DANCEWORK-ing.
then SHOE-SHOPP-ing.
&& then,
met wif GFs at town.
well a complete set.
only adorra cant stay n chill wif us.
met alot of people.
expected & THE UNEXPECTED.
other than that.
SUPERBBBB.
*go LNT! go IRFAN! go GEE!
see u at the finals!!
(&& GO EIN! hahaha)*

sunday.
WORK.
time to report: 9am.
time REPORTED: 12pm.
hahaha
i over slept.
well, sengaja.
haha.. so tired man.
&& wen i came to work.
1st ever was being told to work at kids world.
& was told that the WHOLE kids world is MINE!
hahahaha.
am to do at the water play area.

imagine,
with no shoe, super freaking hot weather, pics in the water, was splashed wif plenty of water at the same time saving the camera
while having a massive headache.
tk ke mcm org gile?
hahaha.
&& never in my whole DIGI life was i sunburned,
and that fantastic day, i was.
-___________-
damn nice experience. shiiok uh.
but then, balik.
my leg hurts like one kind.
really.
thanks uh.

well.
am still struggling.
soo much.
but am not thinking abt it or am TRYING not to think abt it.
when i saw the vid from Gee during Vday.
it struck me much more deeper.
much much deeper.
but i gotta get use to being like this now.
all i gotta do now is
much sholat, smile & walk away.

then like suddenly,
im in need of han-or-sey.
maybe
because of the wrng reason.

2009-03-02T21:41:00.003+08:00

i saw this one video.
and there's this one part of the vid,
i saw this someone.
and her wackyness.

i kept repeating the same part
over and over again.
i smiled. and laughed.

deep inside.
i admit.
i miss her.
very much.

but idonknow wad happen to us now.
maybe its fate.

hey gf,
i miss you.
sooo much.
watching ur wackyness in that vid,
reminds me of the time that
WE WERE CLOSE.
but yea.
too bad.
SHITS happen.
and ours seems to be super long
till we drifted apart.
yea.
imy. <3>

2009-02-28T01:04:00.003+08:00

today.

mcm mixed expression uh.

in the afternoon was soo freaking happy.

i was like a maniac.

jumping, singing, dancing and laughing arnd.

thanks to the random plan of dropping by

kak Fura's crib to karaoke.

we switched on to ALL SORTS of songs.

ROCK, DANGDUT, EMO, TRADITIONAL,

even

LAGU RAYA.

lol.

can u imagine.

me, in, faz, k.fura & the kids

were screaming all arnd.

i was bloody happy la!

and then,

after i had a serious talk wif Boby,

i was like numb.

numb all so sudden that wen i reached home,

i was so weak.

super weak.

and then i was just so excited upon

meeting qalili & went wm for dinner

wif my sistas.

just excited.

idk wad happen to me today.

i really dont.

flykite.flykite.

alltherestcangoflykite.

2009-02-25T21:42:00.003+08:00

oops.
lucky someone reminds me i still got this thingy alive.
or i think it will be dead.
mcm da berabok pon.

well,
alot has been goin on.
2 more weeks till skul ends.
now fully occupied.
busy women!
but everything still the same.

work, mcm cb.
lucky got the presenters & naqib-tek (lol)

i cant wait for mr MCLOVE to be soo kind to the 4 of us this MARCH.

i cant wait to visit MDM REHANA & lil' Julia this 4 march.

i cant wait to end skul.

hmm.
did alot while im gone from this blog.

Helena's Bday celebration
part 1

part 2

S.L.A.P Magazine Launch

and the rest?
SKUL...
WORK.

haha

ok BRITNEY'S ON TV!!
bye.

2009-02-09T13:24:00.003+08:00

happy 21st birthday Nina.

everything is not gg the way it shud be.
no one will get wad im gg thru.
u think u know.
but u dont.

one thing after another.
it keeps piling up.

over
n
over
n
over
one another.

every day tears flows like waterfall.
every day is a sleepless night for me.
every day my heart feels like its gg to explode.
every day my brain crack like an egg
do u know?
U DONT FUCKING KNOW.

bcause i feel that u don bother a single bit.
u gave up.
u ignore.
u ok go!

fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck.

its getting bigger day by day.
anger.
pain.
evrything.

im fucking tired.
i hv a super strong urge to
throw everything i have.
break everything i see.
curse everyone who pissed me.

and just
sit n cry
cry cry cry.
till i dried up to death.

2009-02-06T00:29:00.001+08:00

urgh.
i feel too much like a

cheeebai.

to blog.

wait till my cheeebai feeling is gone.
then i'll blog la.

2009-02-01T16:39:00.002+08:00

Chingay Wonderland at Banquet @ Chingay 2009.

2009-01-24T23:48:00.002+08:00

its all starting again.

bored to my own grave yard.

seriously.

i am so pathetic that

i was practically scanning my fon

for a potential people that mite go out wif me.

how pathetic is that?

VERY i mite say.

and then

wen i finally got to go out,

i wasted a whole $40 on idk.

JUNK?

seriously la.

i like got noone sia.

a saturday.

restless.

well its actually since friday nite.

i like no life.

at all.

altho thanks to mclove & ron

for entertaining me at civic with nonsense jus now.

i was a little or rather was entertain well enuf.

mclove got new hair style.

a ponytail with leaves.

u shud see the reaction of the people arnd.

priceless.

and then wen i got to know they gg longboard,

lagiiii

aku mendak.

cos i so damn badly wan to follow!

pick me up at 2am GUYS!!

but obviously,

i cant.

bummmerr.

2009-01-19T20:59:00.002+08:00

burger king & burger ramli

when i need them.....

they will do wadever
it takes for me to
laugh again.

they will do wadever
to knock some sense
in me.

they never fail to
cheer me up.

thru had times.
thru uncontrollable tears.
that u caused me.